When women masturbate, they close their eyes and imagine something before. This of course is different and for me it's almost always hard things. In my fantasy I am kidnapped by a couple of men and has them as a sex slave are available. Each smallest hint of lust I must meet and may never make it to me himself. Upload a men who watch and I find myself more and more with this is that I think it's just awesome. A fantasy that I do not want to experience, but want in my lust phase necessarily.